I’ve never been a consistent performer. At work, I’ve seesawed
between performing way above standard, to being warned about
inadequate work.
In my private life, I’ve alternated between extremely punctual and
proactive, to waiting to the last minute and beyond. Right now, I’m
way overdue for an oil change, and I am several quarters behind on
some critical tax filings.
When I reviewed some old reports cards going back to grade school, I
was astonished to see how badly I’d do one marking period, and how
wonderfully I’d do the next.
I have to wonder if I have a brain chemistry problem, a self-sabotage
complex, or simple laziness.
I need to know which I have, and I need to find out quickly and at
the most reasonable cost.
Please help me find help.
