February 2010
This cake here has an expiration date which passed some time ago. I have such a terrible headache that is slowly but surely becoming a migraine, so the symptoms of nausea and the inability to be around light or sound are creeping up. I am going to update my iPod and take it to that nice dark room of mine.
This is a Yeah Yeah Yeahs Fever To Tell night. I am reminiscing and flying back into junior high when I was fun and smelt like vanilla, and snuck out and took boys’ pants off and walked everywhere. I’m tired of living off of memories. Soon they will fade and I will only have this to look back on, my awkward life where I am merely existing. I want to live but I don’t know how.
beneathmybones:
I hate trying to explain things via text with only 160 characters.
Fuck, I accomplished nothing that I needed to accomplish today. This is going to be a long night. I am not impressed with myself in any aspect right now. This is one of the worst feelings, disappointment/feeling down on yourself. I’m just going to avoid thinking and hopefully fall asleep at a decent hour. Tomorrow is going to be pretty terrible, so I’m going to have to go on autopilot...
January 2010
3 hours of sleep and silver blue black glittery...
I look like a goddess. Today is quality time with mom and dad day, apparently. I am being bombarded with annoying love that I can only internally appreciate. They leave in the morning which is pretty exciting and almost kind of sort of sad in a way. What am I to do with my sisters’ cooking and having to walk to and from school? No food and exercise is probably what I need, anyway. I...
mousy mouse
ok fucking awesome my wireless mouse is about to die and this house has no batteries in it and I can’t find any wired mouse so NOW I AM MOUSELESS AND DOOMED UNTIL MY PARENTS GET BATTERIES IT’S 12 AM WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW FUCK I’M GOING TO BED AND I BETTER WAKE UP TO BATTERIES OR ELSE I WILL TAKE DRASTIC MEASURES AND TAKE BATTERIES FROM THE REMOTE
I LOVE WHEN I WATCH 8 MILE AND FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY STARTS PLAYING I START HOPPING UP AND DOWN ON THE FLOOR WHILE LAYING DOWN IT LOOKS LIKE I’M GETTING FUCKED BY AN IMAGINARY GUY BUT W/E
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I CAN’T EVEN LAY ON THE FLOOR WITHOUT MY DOG JUMPING ON MY HEAD WHAT IS THIS, WHY DOES HE INSIST ON HOPPING AND JUMPING AND BITING THE ELASTIC OUT OF MY HAIR I JUST WANT TO LAY ON THE FLOOR WITH THE DOOR OPEN WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY IMPOSSIBLE IN THIS HELL HOUSE MY GLASSES ARE SO DIRTY I CAN’T EVEN SEE, I CAN’T EVEN SEE I SEE BETTER WITH THEM OFF, WHY DO I EVEN...
I just can't get over my diary sometimes
i am too lame for this place where do i belong i belong under a chair
WHAT THAT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO BE BUNCHED TOGETHER
NOW TUMBLR IS FAILING ME
OK
APPARENTLY MY BAD MOOD CAN’T BE HARVESTED IN THIS HOUSE OF HELL
APPARENTLY I HAVE TO ANSWER THE DOOR TO MY COUSINS AND SAY HI
APPARENTLY NOT DOING THAT MAKES ME LOOK MEAN
W/E I DON’T ANSWER DOORS AND I DON’T SAY HI
AND I WON’T MAKE YOU TEA
thx tumblr for listening
ok I am in a bad mood and so I’m going to go pop them balloons and be immature
I just spent the last few hours sitting in a sketchy restaurant, discussing atoms, grade 5 boyfriends, pie, lemons, water, lemons in water, lemons in hot water, and mittens. My life has never felt more boring.
time 4 another blog
Tumblr, hi
Tonights events were wrong and so so right I mean, I skipped dinner because I was busy filling my room with balloons so that I could have a balloon party, but now I’m starving which is wrong but the fact that my room is balloon world is so so right I doubt anyone wants to join me in this balloon party Whatever, I like being alone anyway (I am tired of wanting gay boys in my...
Trying to sound serious when I’m in this mood: 2 TOUGH I AM NOT PREPARED FOR THIS CONVERSATION RIGHT NOW
oh ok
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I ran into the basement ran into the wall and fell an awkward fall only to realize that I finished all the jellybeans over a month ago I think I’ve gone loony I hate punctuation I won’t use it ever again Anyway, I am definitely in need of more carrots, Nutella, nnnnnnnnnnnnutella, a fucking furbay that talks to may, and hand sanitizer. I will do with these 4 items what I please. I don’t...
servient:
The correct spelling is “derby”
ititititittitittitititititititttititit:
“All I really want is a furby furby furby, Together we can play roller durby durby durby. My life is loud and soft as a feather, I really like cool hot weather.” PRICELESS LOVING My diary can fuck itself and so can that balloon that popped in the middle of the night for no reason. Maybe I punctured it during my battle dreams.
Balloons are such a dangerous thing, really. And this, my...
OK WHAT “I mean, ur kewl n hawt n all but w/e ur persaonality is kind of 2 weird 4 me” KO MC BUGGLE I WILL GO TO MARS BEFORE ALL OF JUPITER EXPLODES
just kiddin stop trippin
Leopluredon
I have pen all over my arm and I have cold fingers and I am JOCKIN ON EVERYONES BITCH ASS which, frankly, is not pretty I don’t believe in the correct amount or usage of punctuation anymore
Leopluredon
There is this one store in Kensington that I go to just to hang out and get submerged in weed and incense and Yeasayer
TWO DAYS LEFT UNTIL I KILL MYSELF TWO DAYS OF LIFE TWO DAYS TO GET MY DEEPEST FEELINS OUT TWO DAYS TO CONFESS MY LOVE TWO DAYS TO CONFESS MY HATE TWO DAYS TO FIND A BOY TO FUCK TWO DAYS TO TUMBLE MY ASS OFF or I just don’t kill myself and deal with school and idiots and...
what my mom went to market mall without me now...
ok I put a whole lot of garbage in my bra and don’t shower much anymore it’s whatever, you know?